TRY HARDER.

"I'm trying my hardest, I really am"

"Try Harder"

Sometimes your best is never good enough.  Well for some people, some people will push you to your limits to be the best, others will want you to fail.  It's like Terence Fletcher in Whiplash, he pushed Andrew to the edge to be the best jazz percussion drummer and he worked his ass off to achieve that feat.  It's all about leadership and how you react to leadership.  Are they supportive?  Are they ruthless?  Are they a totalitarian?   Everyone's boss is different.  Anyways the message is clear.
"Try Harder".

This year in general...has been a rollercoaster.

I've dated more girls than I've dated my entire life which surprises me but makes me proud at the same time because I've finally gotten out of my comfort zone and I've adapted to the different type of girls you could possibly date. Some of them weren't good with communications, Some had miscommunications, in the end, I tried to be the best date I could be for them.  I learned some hard truths from dating and I guess I'll take what I've learned going forward with whoever else's eye I catch down the road.

I lost a good friendship because there were issues between him and I which I guess were not fixable, for the record, I didn't end the friendship, he ended it with me over the most ridiculous reasoning I've heard. We had been friends since High School but the road came to an end this Summer.  I don't think reconciliation is an options.  He's moved on and made his choice.  I can't change his opinion and that's really all there is to stay on the matter.

My passion for writing is bipolar,  I have days where I'd love to write and there are other days where I don't feel like it.  Yet I do some sort of writing  every day,  may it be a facebook post or a comment on a message board, I write.  I write text messages, I write opinions on sports articles, etc.  I love to have my voice be heard but I feel like at times I have no voice.

The year isn't over and I don't know what the rest of the year has in store for me but bring it on,

Maybe someday I'll make a career out of this but for now,  I'm an amateur writer for hire.