Anxiety.

I haven't made a post in awhile so I guess I'm going to finally open up to my readers/friends.  This post might be relatable to some of you but to others please just try to understand where I'm coming from.

I'm suffering from Anxiety.

I'm stressed right now.  A lot is going on in my mind.  There is an impending move at Alliance Beverage to a new warehouse and I'm freaking out about it.  I'm moving to a new warehouse with a whole new system with how to do day to day operations, new technology, and it's farther away and I'm going to have to get up earlier and it's just a lot to take in all at once.

Anxiety.

I'm now the transportation for a group of friends to head up to East Lansing for this weekends festivities and now everything is on me to get us there and I'm panicking because I've never drove to East Lansing before.  I was more at ease when I was a passenger instead the transportation unit.  I want to have fun this weekend but I feel like work is going to kill my momentum with how stressed I currently am with everything go on around me.

Anxiety.

I haven't worked out in awhile because of minor ailments to my body and or getting out too late from work and not having the motivation to work out.  I felt invigorated when I first starting working out but now I feel nonchalant about the whole process.  It really sucks I've changed to this stance.

Anxiety.

I feel like I need to get my new glasses adjusted but I keep getting out too late to make it to the optometrist in time.  This is a minimal complaint but I don't want them to slide off my face and get scratched while I'm working.  I like my new glasses but I'm constantly adjusting them because I'm afraid I'm going to break them.

Anxiety.

You see friends, even the smallest things in the world can seem like giant obstacles to those suffering with constant anxiety. These little things right now may seem like small issues to most of you but for me right now, they're consuming my brain.  I hate my anxiety and I wish I could defeat but there is no end in sight right now.  I'm just going to have to deal with it.

And I know some of you will tell me I'm overthinking this.  I know a few in particular who will tell me this but trust me...this is a bigger issue for Walsh than you think.



Faster...
I dream in speeds of ashes
My heart it beats and crashes
I'm running from the truth
'Cause it fucks with my mind

Waiting...
We're silly, we're so reckless
The city it's so heartless
A bottle full of crude
That washed up in the tide

Don't pressure us, anxiety
I'm a passenger
So serious, anxiety
Just a passenger